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Continue reading →: Head In the Clouds, Feet On the GroundAs a child, daydreams were such wonderful getaways. I looked forward to boring classes because it meant I could escape into my utopian dreams where none of my love was unrequited and my curly hair was never a frizzy mess. I fantasized about my dream house and my dream life…
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Continue reading →: In This Moment of Uncertainty“In my dream, daddy had cancer and he died.” This is what our 10-year-old son whimpered to us a few days ago. He woke up feeling really disturbed and sad because of this dream of his. All we could do was comfort him and tell him that his dad is…
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Continue reading →: Will I Ever Feel Safe Again?It was a sunny summer’s day and I was lazing around at home, as all 15-year-olds are won’t to do. The doorbell rang, and I begrudgingly stood up to answer it. On our doorstep stood a man in a white polo barong, asking if my parents were home. They’re at…
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Continue reading →: Purposeful Uncertainty
I need to get to the bottom of something. It’s an age-old mystery that every human has to solve for themselves, and I would put it up there with the question “what is love?” It beffudles and confounds and it halts a lot, if not most, people in their tracks.…
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Continue reading →: MagicalThere we were, two boisterous warriors using all of our strength to fight against our invisible Goliath. The setting sun shone on our faces, golden and pink and promising to return another day, as we yelled made-up spells to increase our energy as we pushed back on the force field…
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Continue reading →: The Body I DeserveA while back I read a quote somewhere that said something like, “the body you have in your twenties is the body you were born with. The body you have in your forties is the body you deserve.” When I read this, I was in my early twenties, I was…
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Continue reading →: I’m the Problem, It’s Me.
I stumbled upon this Facebook post I wrote a few years ago and thought it was such good insight that I’m constantly forgetting. I felt like it’s something someone out there swirling in the void of the internet would find helpful. I hope it soothes your anxious mind, even a…
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Continue reading →: In the BlueSometimes I get this overwhelming feeling of deep sadness and a longing for something I can’t quite put my finger on. Now, I’ve recently been made aware that I have adenomyosis my hormones are all out of whack, and that’s why these spells happen. I’ve had to go through so…
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Continue reading →: Best Laid Plans
Literally one month ago today, I wrote about how much I wanted a big life. I felt on fire, inspired to take control of my life, my weight, my ambitions. AND THEN a week after I said those words, my daughter fell and cut her chin open which required a…
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Continue reading →: Words Worth Writing
One of the things that have always held me back from taking any form of blogging or vlogging seriously is the idea that my thoughts had to be “worth” writing down. I held myself to the standard that if it wasn’t going to add value to anyone’s life, then there…
