We were told that we would have a difficult time. Losses were mentioned, too. I cried for about two days.

After a lot of praying, Niki and I decided to NOT not try. Since we may have a hard time conceiving anyway, might as well get a head start. I finally stopped crying and lifted it all up to God. We let it go and just said, Alright God, whatever and whenever you want, just let it happen.

A month after that first horrible checkup, i got this strange feeling, decided to take a test. I took another one the next day, just to be sure. And there it stared back at me, two clear purple lines, telling me we were going to have a baby.

We’ve been waiting a while and now we are so, so very excited to announce it! WE’RE GOING TO BE PARENTS!:) The baby is a teeny tiny little peanut with a strong heartbeat. When i saw it, i shed 4 tears. 4 lang, because i didn’t want to be embarrassing in the clinic haha.

And here it is! 7 weeks and 3 days old. Hee.

Here’s to another brand new adventure! 🙂